
Gage is a special gift from God. His smile draws you to him, and his laughter is contagious. He is our little snuggle bunny. Lately he's been melting on my shoulder after naps, just tucking his arms into me and nestling in. I could do that for hours. I'm only nursing him once now (in the morning), and the weaning is as difficult for me as it is for him. The lactation consultant at
Avista (I love both of those women SO much!) reminded me how awesome it is that I've been able to nurse him for so long, and I am truly grateful for every second I've had being so close to him during that special time together. I know that weaning Gage is extra challenging, too, simply because he's my last baby. My new (and really
only) motivation to wean him is to be pain free for my Mommy weekend away at the end of the month. I'm going to visit some dear friends (Sarah & Marie-Christine) in Portland, OR, on Feb 24, and I knew that I needed to be done nursing by then.

One of Gage's five words--and, by far, the one he uses with the most frequency--is "dog," though his version is really more like "
dah, " which is always closely followed up by a "woof, woof." We got him this little dog that barks, pants and walks to him. But the nice thing is that we don't have to take him for walks or pick up his poop. (Can you tell that we're not pet people?)

My mom and Jim got Gage this adorable little CU
onesie and sweatpants for his birthday. Gage still crawls with great velocity and, hence, has little motivation to learn to walk on two legs. However, as of today (Feb 9) he's crossing the floor and taking a lot more risks to walk from one thing to another. We keep saying this, but I think that he'll be walking soon, especially after seeing him today. And we're all so proud of him! Gavin loves to count how many steps he takes at a time.

Gage wanted to try on Mommy's sunglasses the other day. What a hoot! He's been playing hide-and-seek with me behind the glider in his room lately, and that's been so much fun. He has remarkable aim with balls, and he enjoys just sitting on the floor and passing the ball back and forth. I think that those are the very moments when Brent and I realize that Gage just has a much more easygoing demeanor than his big brother. He can sit and do one activity for longer than Gavin can most of the time, but of course it's hard to remember what, exactly, Gavin
was doing at Gage's age too.

This is probably Gage's response to, "How big is Gage?" He holds up both of his arms, and then he usually gets tickled pretty promptly after that. It's so fun to hear how hard he laughs. And he hardly ever laughs harder than when Gavin is making him laugh. He adores his big brother, and the feeling has been very mutual lately. I have to say that, recently, the number of sweet moments with the boys together has, thankfully, outweighed the number of rough moments. For that I am always grateful. And there is no better gift for a mother than to watch her children loving one another well and really taking care of each other. Gavin's been asking to hold Gage in the glider lately, and then Gage nestles into his shoulder and Gavin rubs or pats his little back and takes it all in. He often waits to have his little brother's eye contact before he says things as adorable as this: "Gage, you're an extra sweet guy" OR "Gage, you're a birthday present to me." Are you kidding me?! Does it get any better than this? Well, yes, I guess it would also be nice if Gavin would lay off of the wrestling his little brother to the ground. All in time. We're just so happy to see how much the boys like being together, over all. Anytime that Gavin hasn't been with me to get Gage up after his nap lately, Gage looks around and motions to Gavin's room, and yesterday he even pointed to the picture of Gage and Gavin together on his dresser. He repeats something
insistently, which I'm sure is his rendition of Gavin's name...not that it sounds a thing like it so far. He knows that something major is missing when Gavin's not around.